see, it's not all about you

if i have a crush on you i’m so sorry

(via justdilla)

Not now, maybe in the fairly distant future. I’ve been through a lot. I can survive this pain. Please be happy whatever happens from now on :):
Sorry for not fighthing for what i feel sorry for taking my feelings for you for granted. Sorry for not having the courage to make you mine for now :) thank you for letting me in. And, if someday you want me back : you know they key to the secret garden.

Tonight is the epitome of everything
I’m hurting myself inside out just because i’m thinking of you.

I’m missing you like crazy
I can’t tell you because you know why
I’m still mad at you for giving hopes to just everyone
I hate your flirty attitude towards people
I’m worried because what happened last night
I feel bad for leaving you like last night
I think my chest may explode anytime right now

I hate how i always be there when you need a pillow to fall back on
I want to cry because i can’t hold you right now
I’m sad because i know that at the other end right now you probably laughing out lout over other people’s joke

I’m tired of feeling like this
Why can’t i just turn this damn feelings off
Why did i fall in love with you? Why?
I still hate myself for making this only and only on my side.

I wish i can just cry my heart out and go to sleep in peace :( i fucking hate myself right now

Do you ever go from texting someone every day to realizing you’re always the one texting first, so you eventually stop texting first to see if they ever even realize you two haven’t talked and they don’t realize so you’re just stuck silently missing them knowing it’s not even worth it anymore because they obviously don’t care

(via juncurryahn)

skate-high:

To me, songs are kind of like bookmarks. Have you ever listened to a song that you haven’t heard in a while, and all of a sudden, all the memories of that time period come back, and you remember what your life used to be like. They’re like milestones in your life.

Like when your ipod randomly played the songs that reminds you those awful days when you’re trying to move on from an ugly break up

(via justdilla)

Similing, laughing. I laughed like my life was depend on it but i’m dying inside. Happy/not happy

I don’t know what is exactly i’m feeling right now towards you. I understand that both of us have too many secrets, too many mysteries. From the way you present yourself i can see that we have a similarity on how we present ourselves to the rest of the world.
We are building this ridiculously tall wall and unbelieveably safe bunker to hide our true selves, our most fragile part. People might be curious and finally they are taking guesses to what is exactly inside our treasure boxes. Getting people to talk that behind our backs is a regular thing. I sometimes wonder, how could someone i know do that behind my back talking about me like i am a giant ball of shame to them.
I don’t know wether you’re just sugarcoating or you’re sincerely honest with me. I miss you so freaking much :) take a good care of yourself untill next time. I want to hug you so badly right now.